Tired of telling and showing you, you worth everything. Especially when you don’t believe any of my words that you’re not the devil you always think about yourself.
You become want you really want. And I think you like that about yourself. Thinking that you’re some sort of unwanted element in this world.
The different. The unloveable. The devil.
But you didn’t see. That this person trying to save you where you want to be drawn out, tried. But the place you want to get freed is the place you built. But you loved it.
This person you expected to be your savior, is now your enemy. It destroyed the world you are living, where you draw him so set you free.
Make up your mind. ‘Cause the man in shining armor is just your fantasy you want someone to be.
Weak are those who judge and hate. Like are they too knowledgeable about the certain thing they’re hating? The details of the story? They’re too vain and selfish that they only think about their own perception and taste. I mean if you’re really a genius, you don’t go thinking or acting like that kasi alam mo yung mga possible sides ng storya. And you’ll accept it all kasi maiintindihan mo.
Minsan maiinis ka pero bilang isang taong makakaintindi ng sitwasyon ng kalagayan nila, magpapalagay ka pa rin ng loob. Haha
Crab mentality. Masyadong lumilitaw. Try nilang umangat, sumaya, magachieve ng bagay na sila mismo ang bumubuno.
Hay. Kalma. Kalma.
Naalala ko tuloy yung sinit in ko sa class ng friend ko. Conduct disorder. :))) Patingin ka na sa psychiatrist teh. :)))
Not to force myself more, again to the people who always push me away or let me get away.
I’m tired begging for love.
I’m not ready for love. And it’ll take me a long time again.”